11DPO & Boobies Say Hello…
There’s a slight chance that they hurt due to me constantly checking it to see if they hurt. This is the phase that no matter how hard I try, my empty womb overrides my good senses and starts symptom checking everything.
My best friend got pregnant at 31 by accident, she had a “pull-out” baby. How ironic is that? She is now 37 (I’m 31) and her periods are super light, which for what I understand also mean that her lining isn’t all that thick. After being a part of my infertility drama, she feels that she should try to get another one before it’s too late for her. We hoped we would be bump buddies…Well, her boobs hurt, she’s 11 dpo like me. She fees that she will get her positive this month. I’m having side effects from her situation…. my hands cant seem to stop squeezing my boobs to double check that its sore.
Why is it so simple for everyone else t get pregnant? Why did Mother Nature think it was OK to let me go on the path of “it’s OK to start trying to conceive after you’re 30” when you weren’t down with the program? You could have sent many signals that my time was up…
1) smoke signals in the shape of sperm
2) drop a baby off at my door step
3) forgetfulness to take birth control pills. In the 14 years I was on it I think I’ve given you many chances to be my friend and make me forget
4) Of course you could always have made me ovulate while on the pill like you did with my other good friend who wasn’t even trying. You know we were doing our part by doing it every day. There was plenty funky spunk to go around
5) immaculate conception
What’s up Mother Nature, wanna scrap?
On a second thought, I think I need to be on your good side… I better go plant a tree and beg for your forgiveness for killing those ants.